my babblingssssss

I've been super duper busy lately (like i am the prime minister lol)..End of March, i was not around, was sent to Jawi for a kursus pemantapan kimia...and i was struggling to catch up things at school...It's not easy actually..When things are procrastinated several times, to initiate the working process itself is harder than you can ever imagine...mindsets...It's all because of me...I didn't remember when i started procrastinating things..i think back in 1998....when i was younger, my mother once told me that i always finished my homework right after school...so i think it's around 1.30pm before i went to sekolah agama...but now i've always said to myself that i still got time..knock on my head..toing toing(like Ms Vasantha always said-one of my former teacher..oh how i missed her)..

hm.....i didn't update about my wrist last check up...the doctor said it is called the bone overgrowth....i didn't realise that fractured wrist before this..i'm too strong to detect the pain..huahuahua..i thought it was nothing...my case will be forwarded to the pakar..so that they can carry out the next procedures....i am not ready to undergo any operation..not yet..because asilah needs me...maybe i'll wait until she can walk by herself..then i'll pursue my treatment..still procrastinating ha....knock on my head again.....toing toing toing....

here is my x-ray

people asked me..aren't u scared??i said no...why?i don't know..perhaps..i have the operation experience...even it involves only the wrist..i'm gonna ask for sedative..is that allowed?can't bear looking at the skin being cut inbto pieces(ok ok that sounds exaggerate)..hehhe

as for my not so little anymore asilah....she's been progressing well...when i'm looking at her, i can imagine the agendas she has in mind..whoa..she knows how to cungkil my eye already..take my handphone when i'm talking..tarik2 my baju when she desperately needs her food supply..and since she's half a year now..she is introduced to her new bestest friend--> the solid food (like i do...food and I are inseparable you know..shu shu go away..i need to slim down)..and fyi i've said that gazillion times already..

here's the latest picture of asilah amani

suke nganga mulut when i snapped picture

gelak jgn tak gelak

 hi buddy..luckily she loves her playpen...

Dear asilah...

don't grow up so fast la sayang..takut mummy tak keep track of your development

and please be good yeah...mummy and abah loves you so much..xoxo. we are sorry for not entertaining u that well...but we are trying our best...jd anak,hamba, cucu yang solehah ye sayang...

LIFE IS GREAT, RIGHT?Thanks Allah