It's asilah's birthday!!!!!!!

Dear Asilah,

Happy birthday sayang mummy and abah. We really want to tell you that we are soo complete with you by our sides.We first decide to give you a present on your birthday but we think that you do not know how to appreciate things yet(mana taknya, at 1 year old you are like throwing everything including abah's blackberry..abah is so kind kan???) .So mummy decided to write something for you to read in your album when you're able to start reading.Dear, for your information,we weren't having an easy path to have you in our lives.. going back and forth from Mersing to Pantai Medical Centre Batu Pahat for med check ups and consultations. Your doctor was such a sweet handsome guy. Dr Leow Chin Her.His way of giving consultations is encouraging but the only reason we didn't decide to have a delivery in batu pahat is because of the distance. So decided to go to Johor Maternity Kluang after 5 months check up...Nevertheless, the doctor in Johor Maternity was a great choice either. Doc Luckmal Hakim, my fav gynaechologist .For your information, Mummy had so much to face and deal with the pregnancy for the first 5 months. Abah had the experience of being a nurse at home. and i tell u he is the bestest nurse i ever had. I vomited almost 10 times a day and there was nothing left but the gastric juices...I thought it was a mindset but maybe it was controlled by the subconcious mind part.hehhe.feel like being a doctor now..hheheout of nowhere, it went out again and again and again.. I remembered the only thing i could possibly eat was biskut cap ping pong crackers and glucose. But in order to ensure that you are healthy in my tummy, i had almost 6 supplements every single day..told you that abah was the best male nurse ever. He yelled" Open your mouth or else...."...No la, he came( I was pura-pura tdo like penat sangat) and said "Yang, makan ni.....untuk anak kan," And because of YOU dear, i swallowed all of these, sometimes all AT ONCE...like 3 teguk air..am now an expert ok..

1. transfer factor 4life(good for immune system mummy n baby)

2. Vitamin C (we wanted u to have nice, smooth skin, not like mine)..lol

3. Calcium( for you to have stronger bones)

4. Folic Acid ( for your brain development)

5. Neurogain(for the nerve system..neurons..neurons)

6. Obimin (is a must- package of nutrients inside)

I would love to give some additions to the list but i didn't....(over kan)..and we were so eager to wait for the next check ups and some of your pictures were printed out for us to cium2 and tgk2 during free time...

You were so comel dear...i remembered at 3 months check up, doctor said you were so active playing with your fingers...you were like counting days and money..erkk...and at 7months check up you were showing a thumb up maybe to show that it was cozy in there...

"baby keluar ikut tingkap" that suits you well.. I didn't manage to have a normal delivery because

1. high blood pressure since 36 weeks... 

 2. i need to attend kursus starting from 26 november 2010..it's a tough decision dear. It wasn't easy because it's between career and you....i wanted to have an earlier confirmation so i couldn't let the kursus go just like that. If a waited until the real EDD, i would not be able to go to my course and it is only offered every 2-3 years. So i did perform solat hajat, and zikr with abah to decide for an induction labor at 38 weeks. We woudn't be so brave if you are not matured enough...We had faith in Allah for showing us the right way...Tawakkal and we were there for each other..So on 9th Oct, abah and I went for induction labor..contractions Masya Allah sakitnya....Your father was performing solat again and again and again to asking Allah to reduce the contractions and a safe journey of yours. Meanwhile i had sleepless nights, recited zikr, all the surahs and on the 3rd day, watebag pecah and the dilation is only 1.5cm. Doctor said even if he induced (yang cucuk kat tgn-mummy tak ingat ape..that's y i want you to be a doctor..heheh), untuk dilate hingga ke 10cm is 50-50...hence we decided to go for an operation....Abah was there looking at mummy in the operating theatre and he was reciting yassin all the way.....

The thing is that, tak kisahlah ape pun yang mummy and abah lalui before this, what's important is the future...be good ya sayang..jadi hamba, anak, cucu yang solehah....jangan garang sgt..(you are so garang now...) and mummy and abah always want the best out of you...We'll try to provide you the needs..and we hope we do not spoil you..bersederhana dalam banyak perkara....we love you sayang..

p/s : I want to write more, but i really can't..have things to attend to...next post will be on pictures....

Happy birthday Asilah Amani binti mohd Zamani....:)))))))