jusco oh jusco

I was celebrating the Chinese New Year with my loved ones..because my grandfather is a chinese....terkejut kan??i don't look like one..but hey..i'm kidding..hahaha...muka macam jawa nak mengaku chinese pulak..hehhe...i was not going anywhere at chinese new year because hubby was supposed to be working every single day....<--but that was the plan..Allah kata kite mesti ikhtiarkan..so what i did was, i sms mr.hubby at 10 a.m in the morning..sms itu berbunyi begini "em balik kul berapa..orang siap2 ni nak kuar g jb kan...."(eventhough saya tau perkara itu takkan berlaku)..no reply..duh(it didn't work at all)...after half an hour, i sent him a message again..."da sampai bagitau tau, org siap2 ni..heheh"....no reply...i was like, okay i gave up..u win..11.30 a.m i called him.."did u get my message?"dia kata "tak perasan pulak" i replied "i see, its ok.."hang up...he called and said..siap2..kul 12 abg sampai...."bia betol!!!!tak payah2 g kerja" and finally "its ok..hari ni sume dah settle..abg half day"and weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..bestnye g jalan....ye, saya ada tahi lalat di tapak kaki..sebab itu kuat berjalan...so we went to jusco tebrau city..what i love in jusco tebrau city is basically the facilities...its baby room for me is quite condusive..ok la..since ade rooms for bfeeding, buai...air pns n sejuk..etc etc...fyi everytime g tebrau city, asilah mesti akan qada'hajat ye...this is the fourth time...she has the chemistry already...and so am I..hehhee..here are some of the pictures in jusco

asilah..

sayang kami..hehhe

hubby and fazli(jie's husband)..ini disember yg lepas

jijie and syifa, malino et moi (sila tgk syifa yg fokus ke kanan mls nk layan n amani yang memg lepak semacam)..ni pun disember lepas sje je nak selitkan..heheh

so after jusco, kami pergi ngeteh(minum malam...)hehehe

asilah was so excited..she didn't sleep at all..it's 11.30 p.m...but later dalam kereta terus tdo...

the next days, we just stayed at home having a great family hour..susah nak dpt masa yg berkualiti dgn family disebabkan komitmen kerja (ewah...) 

asilah : what's up yo!!muka cam ganas...baju bunga2..chet..

the fanciest handcuffs ever..inilah jadinya bile orang tua main permainan kanak2

 asilah: look at me..i'm strong and mighty because....

 my father and I always had our massage together..

asilah: there were times when i was a bit cranky...just to get mommy's and abah's attention..

asilah : what should i order...nyam nyam

 people i love the most...:)))

how's your CNY??....



Best companion..

Companion..easier said than done..but there is one companion,He is inseparable from us.never.... incommensurable...unsurpassed...just HIM..Allah s.w.t...when i am experiencing difficulties, He's always by my side..Whenever i want something so badly, all i know is He will be giving it to me either all at once or it comes by pieces....He granted almost every single prayers..I never had a dream...i mean a REAL big dream..not that i am not ambitious but i guess i am still searching for one..when i was in year 6, i wanted to go to sekolah seri puteri, just because my eldest sister was a former student of ssp..my aunt either..but on that particular time it was known as sek men jalan kolam ayer if i am not mistaken... i remember one of my english teacher, cikgu rahiman wrote in my report card.."seri puteri will be waiting for you"..i didn't apply but managed to get through..but i was ungrateful...between academic and cocurriculum, i enjoyed more on cocurriculum...but alhamdulillah He surprised me with the PMR results..and again i thought f4 was the honeymoon year, but still He granted me the SPM result better than i expected..didn't get A for physics, history..obviously i was not listed as top students...still i am thankful to Allah..He showed me the path not to study abroad, but here in Malaysia..since then I've always prayed"Ya Allah, You know what's best for me...i will just have faith and accept..." I was accepted to matriculation college,struggled,tried my best still unable to achieve 3.7...i really didn't get the point at that particular time...sometimes i thought that He was not fair to me..I worked so hard..still reluctant to accept the fact that i wast not able to study medicine...but then alhamdulillah after my first year doing applied chemistry, i knew i was on the right track.Second year, hub and  family came asking for my hand.. i performed solat hajat and istikharah and said yes..without further delay, we were engaged..and got married 2 years later...when i was married, i stayed in pasir gudang,hub was in the estate..2 hours journey from kluang...but he insisted to work in pasir gudang..we prayed and prayed...3 weeks after we got married, he got a position in a recruitment company as a recruitment consultant...and we stayed together going through up and downs, finally after1 year i decided to switch to the government sector..so we lived separately for 1 year plus and again he decided to find a job in Mersing no matter what.he applied for several jobs and alhamdulillah finally...he is now a hotelier.we received the good news after a week that i knew i was pregnant.all we want is to live together...so one after another...but me?i am constantly making mistakes...how ungrateful i am...undeniably He is the bestest companion,second is my mother and husband....we're just like the bermuda triangle..hahahe..next are my brothers and sisters especially when it comes to gossiping..but now i have a new bestmate...

asilah with the image of ct nurhaliza

asilah and her cousin..aizat comel

asilah teman mummy shopping

asilah and her bestie..

here a video of asilah struggling to prone herself

with a little help from mother at the beginnings..please ignore the voice..whenever i talk to babies my voice automatically changed....hehe..(kalau tak tahan sila tutup telinga anda..hehe)sorry the video was shot using my not-so-high pixel-handphone..thus low quality sikit

semoga saya menjadi isteri,anak, ibu yang solehah...aminn...

ussssss...

The unseens are very powerful

Most of us tend to judge things from what we see at the first place..yeah it's true..for example if we watch a movie, who cares to google or to check out scenes behind it..All we know is to have the opinion of the movie itself..but basically in life, we should always look at the underneath...I came out with this topic after watching this particular woman..............................

Yes..Jillian Michaels...am not talking about her personal lives but her appearances on TV..I've been watching the biggest loser ever since she became the trainer....the way she motivates..it goes right through my heart..i don't know whether it's just me..she's just inspiring...no matter how harsh she is...

I've always advised my studemts back at school that Insya Allah there is no such thing as impossible..being a teacher, i think when i am advising my students i am not pointing out at anybody because at the same time i am convincing/giving reminders to myself as well...so the keyword is MOTIVATION...

The next powerful thing is LOVE...love towards the Almighty Allah s.w.t....families,extended families, relatives,friends,etc etc...A single mother can raise her 5 children alone because of love..a father works day and night because of love, nothing but love...........love enables us to make things happen..in the earlier post, i did mention i actually drove from gombak to simpang renggam almost every week to see my daughter..

a 3 hours journey seems like a short one.due to the high momentum in me to get there as soon as possible..despite the packed schedule that i had....that is LOVE...Just want to share some of the pictures with the people i heart the most...

family belah ayah (belah mak takde soft copy nyer)

my favourite panca sitara...mak n abah...

family day 2010 (my side)

raya..hub's side...

Allah s.w.t is the most powerful yet He is unseen,thus be a good servant of Allah s.w.t and empowered by loves from the loved ones, we'll be motivated + have the self determination to make things happen. For things to change, we must change first(sounds familiar rite :p )



self rewarding.

ada masenye kita rase down, we have the feeling of not being appreciated by others...not receiving any recognition..its ok..the only way o overcome the feeling is to reward yourself...i did some kind of huge expenses this month..of course with mr.hubby and some of it due to his approval....we bought ourselves something we needed so much.....

we wanted something relaxing and mobile since we travel a lot...( to kampungs most of the time ..hehhe)..duduk je seat ni confirm leh tertdo...sbb memg best.thumbs up to ogawa....and for the second purchase...we never thought that we needed this earlier but then it's irresistible...and we bought this

the foot master..it's somehing important to mr hubby....because i didn't have enough energy to give him a foot massage.his feet soo ebal i tell u....thus..TARAAAA.....for u dear.....hehhehe..

Early january, hub was so happy as the CELCOM by mail, gave him a present as a reward for his loyalty and a continuous feedback by calls...and he got a.......

blackberry torch 9800...weee..FOR FREE ok...i superlove + superhappy since i shouldn't have to buy an anniversary gift to him last year.talking about the anniversary gift, last week i was so unlucky...mr.hubby gave me a watch as an anni present..and i've LOST it..it's only 2 months old.i rarely took it off...but on that day, terbuka n tertinggal..and bling!!!da ade yg tolong amekkan...sobss. knowing him, i know he wouldn't get angry...knock on my head..so careless....

but the point is....it's important for us to reward ourselves sometimes yeah...but don't make it too often or u 'll go bald....

talking about career(huhuhu..seems so gigantic)...i've been teaching for 2 years....i am loving things i do every single day...may be this is what i am good at(at leas there's something hahah)..with our little sunshine with us....every moment is priceless, regardless of what happen everyday...thanks Allah...

life starts at 3.30 a.m

eeeeeeeeeeuuuuuuuwwww....now nih da buka sekolah...and a new chapter for me..as a servant of Allah s.w.t, a wife to my so called bff, a daughter to my parent and MIL...and a young mother to my not so little anymore..asilah amani...the first day of taking amani back to Mersing, i did say to my mother..."mak, kalau macam ni ramai2 pun takpelah...geram kat baby.." and my mother replied"jgn ckp dulu..mak nak tgk" sarcastically OK...

And the first day was AWESOME...pandang anak tak puas..every single minute i spent playing with her fingers....belek2 hidung, mata and what knot...sronok sangat..The third day...I went into the kitchen, i started to realise that i have plenty of work to do...i checked the laundry...OMG...The workload is mounting...i went panic, not knowing where to start...started thinking of getting a bibik...tried to look at the pros and cons....

Then i slapped my forehead..I need to do this(2x)....masa tula..nak layan baby...teringat dapur..buat keje umah, sapu bla2..si kenit menangis..nak mandi tgh shampoo..dgr die menangis.....n she didn't want direct bf..bile pegi kdc..then die lupe and i think merajuk kot..(ada ke baby merajuk...drama lots)...she cried and cried...i did all the jogets and aerobiks nak buat die diam...masuk buai tak nak..play pen taknak....dukung duduk taknak...dukung berdiri saja taknak..the moment i started joget...then she became silent...

But alhamdulillah these few days, after performing solat hajat and tahajud, taking care of babies is much easier.....my baby now da direct bf...and most important thing is nak tdurkan die sangat2 senang..need not to do all the jogets and aerobiks...at the night time, sgt2 jarang untuk dengar die menangis2 ke ape...once in a while yes....tapi tak selalu...tapi satu benda yg aku perasan ialah..every 3 a.m in the morning, she'll wake up and babbling like there's no tomorrow....balallalalblabalabalbaaa.......and i normally curi tidur2 ayam until 3.30 a.m to start my working shift. and the moment i woke up, i won't be sleeping anymore after that...so terusla buat laundry and several preparations especially when it comes to keeping stock of her food supply...before direct bf, i managed to suppress 5-7 oz at each pumping session..but now 2-3 oz at a time je...i think the food supply is decreasing..from 8-5 bekalkan pada pengasuh 15oz pun tak cukup....but i'll do my best....

the disadvantage is when i actually wake up to bf my little asilah, i envy the sleeping soundly man next to me....huissshhh..rase nak kejut jer...hahahha...with the presence of our princess, there are major changes in life... to be honest i am TIRED but these are the things that i really love to do...

Hundred Miles away

On the 22nd Nov 2010, i am officially the student of UIA as we have read the student's oath. Being a chemist for 2 years and a teacher for another 2 years, i have never imagined myself as a student again..i'm taking Postgraduate Diploma of Education for 2 years...During the registration I was still in the confinement period..boleh nak postpone to another year tp i refused since i thought that i'm not going to face any difficulties to deal with the hurdles and what knot...but I must say..being away from my baby is DAMN hard.. I seldom use the 'damn' word because i never thought i have to..but this time....it is totally different..to face all these circumstances i need to be strong and positive..all the way...The classes start as early as 9 a.m and it ends sometimes at 10.30 p.m..i m exhausted..this is just the 3rd day..n here i am..flatttt..

There are a few things that i wanna share...here, even with the packed schedule, we ( i m saying we because there are a few of us) still have to prepare the food supply for our babies...ade yg baru 40 hari bersalin, myself today is around 44 hari..for the first few days, simpan dkt freezer tumpang cafe..but worrying about the cleanliness, i did ask a permission from one of the co-op personnel to store our milk...it's hard to find a real good freezer..so we put the supplies in one of the ice cream tub under all the ice creams but later tak bleh jugak sebab takut company ice cream marah.. It's a woman thing right? Man may not understand..sobssssss.tp takdela marah sebab btul pun ape yg die cakap...tp aku menggagahkan diri jumpa dgn warden di unikl-bmi ni..and he is a MAN either....boleh je kalau encik warden ni tak nk tolong..because i am actually asking for an extra favor...by any means it is not included in any perjanjian and he can just ignore..tapi tak...he's being so tolerant by giving me the permission to hold the gym's key in which kat dalam gym itu ada fridge yang bersih dan elok....alhamdulillah bile niat kite baik, cara kita bertanya pun baik, akhirnya permintaan juga disambut baik..

so every week saya akan pulang ke kmpung dan menghantar susu kepada cinta hati saya..hehehe...sbnarnye kalau nk ikutkan susu formula lagi murah daripada kalau nak balik tiap2 minggu...tapi due to the incomparable love of a mother..still kite akan bagi susu kite sendiri kan...as we want the best for our babies...
cerita pasal subjects taken pulak..those subjects are Historical and Philosophical of Education, School and community, Islamic World view and the Co curriculum...euuwww... i am so not a philosopher i guess because i have to tune myself 360 degrees(or should i say i need more) to actually understand the stories, the views of the philosophers, and to come out with certain view of a subject...saya adalah orang yang super lurus..i am not excellent in science either..entahla..sangat mencabar ok!!!i hope i can perform very well not just in the examination but to have a good understanding of what it is all about so that i can relate the knowledge with my teaching later on...

andaikata badan boleh belah 2, satu tinggal kat uia satu lagi tinggal ka kg..boleh???hhuhuhu

Majlis aqiqah dan cukur jambul asilah amani...

Hari sabtu 6hb tak silap..alhamdulillah selesai sudah majlis aqiqah anakku..kambing biri2 seekor telah terkorban dan sekali dgn majlis cukur jambul dan bercukur...

Throughout the function, asilah was sleeping peacefully in her playpen..org 2 yg dtg sume cakap.."baiknye...bangun2!!!" I was like, alhamdulillah she behaved herself..hehhe.here are some of the pictures during the ceremony..

                                     bilal kampung hj juraimi tgh potong jambul..

ni hj mahmod yg nikahkan kitorg..hehehhe

ahli2 masjid yg datang...

makan2 time..i coudn't stand looking at the crowd taking food.due to the confinement...but oh yes i did take suku pinggan of the lauks.no one knows...shhhh

 

never been happier...alhamdulillah....:)

now it's the picture of my asilah amani yg telah dibotakkan..hope it will not be as controversial as sharifah amani membotakkan kepala tok cite mualaf tu..hehhehe

cian die ade ruam2 susu..yg pelik tu kat mata pun ade skt..pdahal stiap kali susu siap lap 2 3 kali ngn wet tissue...huhuhu..hopefully akan hilang nnt...as the doc said it's normal..

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