Monday, December 5, 2011

the greatest years i've had

8/9 Disember 2007~8/9 Disember 2011

These two important dates..most important dates in my life...one is nikah and the other one is majlis di sebelah zam and not to forget the day i was born..Syukur alhamdulillah..It has been 4 years of getting married and many many many more years to come InsyaAllah...sehingga ajal tiba..amin amin ya rabbal alamin..Guess hub will not be reading this because he's not into blogs and if he does, these are  the things that i want him to know without me telling him....


You are the man for me....You are so resilient, calm and cool when i bombard you with some killer questions yang rasenya kalau tanya orang lain, dah lama aku kene tinggal...You understand me, accept me the way i am...you are my best friend that's why i don't really need one when i'm with you..(tak kisahla walaupun awak tak ingat byk perkara).I'm simply being me...membebel, cepat marah, sometimes tak rasional pun, i am no hypocrite in front of you..because deep down inside i know you will understand. I don't really try to impress you with my coookings, you impressed me by saying, sedapnya syg masak....i know i don't because takde la sibuk nak ambil tahu sgt mknn kgmaran and what knot..(i know i'm bad..shoot me)...



You are my captain "boleh"....sebab tak pernah cakap tak boleh...even if you're in pain, ajak ke mana-mana, jawapannya mesti boleh....nak buat itu, buat ini, semuanya jawapannya boleh..walaupun kadang2 cakap boleh tapi tak buat pun, tapi takpelah....sentiasa cuba menyenangkan hati isteri..family pun sama,you help everyone whenever you can..(unless you are sleeping..hehe)
i really hate cats but you love cats so much...i love taking pictures, you feel odd when you are holding a camera, you love hands on experience, i love my books, i love to clean up the house, you love to snore..hehhe(that's not the point), the point is that, we are so different, and that makes us both...   
and for two years, we are there for each other waiting for our little one(sorry asilah, this entry is meant for abah and mummy, so you will not be highlighted that much..hehhe)..we know what we had faced throughout the journey was not easy......going back and forth, ups and downs, lots of arguments, different ideologies, we are looking at things at different perspectives which sometimes it becomes a so-called brainstorming session and later it becomes a debate session

but to wake up and look at you in the morning, still there for me, that is the nicest feeling ever...
Happy 4th anniversary.....i love you so much...both of you...Allah makbulkan doa saya...alhamdulillah atas nikmat yang tak terperi...
:):):)

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Not as easy as i thought...

Going through a postgraduate diploma of education(pgde) isn't as easy as i thought...throughout the process, there are ups and downs...sads and pains, teary eyes...so am i or am i not ready to further my masters degree is now questionable...I really salute those who furthered their studies..my sspians friends..kaem (still in the process of getting her phd) and dr. asilah, i must say, think that she has completed hers this year..applause...that requires a lot of patience, sacrifices, hardwork, determination, perseverance....i am not sure whether i have that in me....Really hope that This Maal Hijrah will be a great start of me finding myself again...Ya Allah Ya rabbi, You know What is best for me, What is there for me, What the future awaits me...show me some guidance, to You shall i repent and to You shall i return...Allahu Akbar